So close to tears!!

Gave my friend a call twice today! He seemed interested in speaking with me but then suddenly he had to go. I understood. No. Really? But it was the second time around when I called that had me on the verge of tears. The first time I could sense that he had a few distractions but this time he just quickly hung up on me. Why? He was busy at work! But that is no excuse for tripping on me and disrespecting me and making me feel like 'caca'. I didn't come through someone asshole! Dang him! Is that a curse? Sorry..I just like how it sounds but never attempted to find out if dang is a curse word. Well hope one day all my worries are over.